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There are days I think I could marry her. But I kind of think marriage is a scam. And she does, too, for that matter.

Besides, I don't really think that Arkansas is on the brink of equal marital rights.

Aghhh I hate when I get into these patterns of only ever talking about my significant other. I feel enough like I'm chasing my tail when I'm with her and all I can talk about is how pretty she is.

I'm starting to get clients from Home Instead. Slowly but surely. The long wait between orientation and actual work is making me really nervous. Like stage fright that only happens when the act before yours goes on too long.

I'm willing to plow through it, though. If other people can do it, I can. That pretty much goes without saying. Unless you're talking about in depth analyses of quantum mechanics or something. That's not really my forte. I used to think I was smart enough for anything, but my brain feels sick lately.

I stopped taking my St. John's Wort, and I shouldn't have. I started getting my dark thoughts back. So I guess I'll start with increased knowledge that not only does it work, but it works in a nice non-intrusive way that makes me think it's not doing anything. Which is always nice with brain chemical shifts.

Other news! I may be going back to school as early as next semester. Did I even mention on here that I dropped out?

Well being a college dropout sucks. But I guess I know a lot more about what I want to do and how I want to do it now.

I'll be taking core classes at NWACC. Because my dad teaches there and I get like 15 credits or something free each semester. I'll probably take nine, tops.

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faelhah
Apr. 21st, 2009 05:55 pm (UTC)
I wish it worked like that.... lol.

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